Debbie’s Blogster

Gosh gosh gosh!!

I can’t believe it has been centuries (maybe since the BC’s — =p to u, Cia) that I haven’t blogged. I blogged on the other blog but no one reads that, so it’s equivalent to nothing. and the pages on my diary is enough to write what I eat, when I burped and those lil stuff….. LorL.

I said I would blog about my life… not that anyone usually reads coz everyone is just so busy with their own life, but then again, there are times I just feel like I shud be sharing with some ppl abt my life, hoping that they will give me some advice or maybe even give me a wake up call. Coz I really think I need one right now…. for, oh-too-many reasons…

I’m taking the opportunity to blog now coz I feel like it and after reading abt 5-6 posts from my sis, I just have to blog… whatever she says, somehow reminds me of something…. In my 3years (33 months to be exact) that I have been here, I would say I wasn’t very friendly… I have friends, no doubt. But other than the normal people in my life, that’s about it… I say this, coz apparently, 3guys whom my girlfrens and I went out for a movie with, have been taking the same course for 1-2years and we have never noticed them up until Career Fair Day.

I’m losing concentration from the music in my ears…… I am very reluctant to put down my mp3 player. Even when I’m studying, but somehow it’s probably coz my lonely feeling all this time. Nani (my closest fren, I tell her everything) is now working and no longer in my classes, keeping me awake or getting random msgs from her. People move on, so why can’t I? This is frustrating sometimes….

I’m listening to Bubbly…. oh, no! it’s ended… I wana play it again. *scrambles to mp3 player to put on repeat*. This line from the song reminded me of something I have the habit of doing these days…."whereever you go, you make me smile just for a while", grinning for no apparent reason.. apparent as in, no one else knows except me….. Why?? Coz a certain someone keeps appearing in my mind, making it so hard to concentrate on anything…

Trish goes: Don’t fall for college boys, they are too young!
But Trish, I have a dilemma, the guy I like, is too old…. I guess that’s good in a way… coz apparently a guy will never grow up so might as well get a young one…. lorl…

I could stop giggling at the cinema… no matter how stupid or how insulting the lines were, it made me laugh… I watched Forbidden Kingdom last night…with 3 of my usual girlfriends and 3 guy friends. I couldn’t concentrate on what the movie was about coz I was busy laughing and grinning at everything…. The part that made me laugh for no apparent reason was when the "witch" said that "All men are liars." I burst out laughing, maybe to get the guys attention or the fact that I was just being "high" (as Trish calls it). Once I start, I cannot stop. Once I’m high, then I will only be sober when I dont feel well.

After the movie, we went for drinks….. I just wanted to stay back to catch up with Nani and chat with the guys a bit. Our last dinner during the Career Fair Day didnt go so well. I think I mentioned it…..yea, I did… a lot in my diary… we had dinner last night but without Nani, we didnt say much. So during drinks, we got to talk more… only coz Nani was more daring to talk… Evi and Snow were, either shy or just didnt kno them well enough to mingle.

This scene, from a trailer I watched a while back, popped into my head… Lemme see if I can get it from youtube….

It goes something like this, "How can you tell that someone likes you but doesnt say it and you dont wana say it either coz u dont wana say anything until he says how he feels about you?" she is my new role model. Yes, she is younger….. yes, she’s about only 16 or 17…. but she is the niece of the infamous and gorgeous actress, Julia Roberts… Yes, it is Emma Roberts. It used to be JoJo, but eversince Aquamarine came out, I like Emma Roberts more…. maybe it’s the kid in me, or maybe I seem to relate to her more….

Gtg, man… the disadvantages of not having unlimited internet access….. Darn u cia!! =p