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American Idol is OVER! Noo…! I still don get it, y Taylor won? somebody has got2 convince me…coz I’m not convinced! Bt I love dis yrs’ per4mances!! AWEsome!!! Especially Clay Aiken’s appearance!! Stunning!!! His new look is hypnotising!! LOL

This was actually my shout out but I wanna keep this line so put it hea……

I L-O-V-E Clay Aiken…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me & my friends were joking today…. I showed her a pic of Clay & told her that he was my bf. She bought it! Then another fren came along & I showed her….. She didn’t react much till I told her who it was…. then she freaked!

While the 2 of us were talking abt his performance, my other friend, C, asked who the guy was & my friend, N, said he was my BF…. So I said, "Ok! U said it!"

Then N started explaining to C that he was my bf, that we met a long time ago… & he had to leave for America to persue his career…. She was actually buying it & I was just standing there, enjoying the "story"….. I was blushing… (either that or the hallway just got warmer…..coz it was acutally freezingly cold)

Then they were going on abt how lucky I am to get such a handsome guy & they started asking me, how long it has been…. how I met Clay, where we met, how long since I’ve been with him…….. Ooooooooo….. It seemed so real… I was dreaming!! Making up my own answers as we went along… But one thing is for sure, I can’t keep a straight face! So i’m bad at lying, sue me! But i can’t help it! I LOVe his new look!! (as I said, MESMERISING!!!)

THen she was like, "You’re kidding me!" <<– I taught her this! Hehehe… Glad she’s using it wisely…. & we were like "Noooo…." but smiling at the same time.. Hehehhe… Then she was like… "Wow… so nice! Can meet such a handsome guy." Then she asked again where I met him, (earlier N answered this for me) now I answered "From Online…." Then she was like, "Really!?!?" I was like "yea…from online…." Then she was like, "Have u seen him in person?" I was like, "No… only on TV… (I was actually starting to give it away… but she didnt notice) & from internet…. from the pictures….." Then she said, "But not in real life?"… I wanted to say there’s cybercam, can use that to communicate…

Then apparently she’s been tryna hook up her bro & N so she said, "Oh, that means that eventho u never see each other u can still be bf&gf…" then she looked at N & said, "so u & my brother can become bf&gf eventho never meet!" N started to blush.. & started to laugh… I think she hit me also… she’s a good hitter or shud i say she has a bad habit of hitting ppl subconciously…. Then N couldn’t take it anymore coz she didn’t like the idea of being paired up with a guy by his sister so she said, "Wo pien ni la….!" which means, I was lying! It’s not true… he’s a celeb…. from American Idol.. then she started explaining what an idol was & all that jazz…. (coz unfortuntely C is not very familiar with the internet & relationships going THAT far…)

So yea… that’s about it… after that, N went running off saying she had to sign attendance but actually she wanted to run away from C… so C wudn’t try to kill her.. (so to speak)….Then I told C again, "It wasn’t me!! I didnt say he was my BF, N started it! I just agreed coz I didn’t wana reject the idea… hehehe." Then C almost strangled me & ask me whether or not Clay was my BF… I said "no la…. ta pien ni la…."

That’s the end of my dream relationship with CLAY AIKEN…….!

How I wish it was true…… He has a good heart & a good voice & dang it! Good looks too! I’m so jealous of the ppl who got to see him live at the Kodak Theatre! i watched the finale TWICE & I still wanna watch it again! I’m sooooooooo addicted & soooooooooo Obsessed!!! Hahahaha…

There’s another Clay story with a friend called Vee but I think I will leave u all reading this one first…. Heehhehe.. The other one was too Flirty… (if that makes sense!)

Well, Ciao! Oh, btw, for my LATE bday present, anything Clay will do.. Hehehe *hint hint* If u refuse to give me a bday present, fine! Xmas then!! Hahaha… Whatever! Ciao! hugs & kisses & love to Clay…..

~Debbie~

For those of u who know me well & have always come to my home, U’ll know Oreo… my best friend…. my buddy… my companion….. (this is probably why I don’t have a bf, coz I’m too preoccupied with my Oreo!)
Yes… if u recall, she’s small, noisy & very hyperactive! She’s black & white, just like an Oreo biscuit.
I found out last Saturday….. my phone was low on batt so I didn’t bring it with me. The whole Saturday I had a blast watching the Levi’s Dance Competition…then I got to see artistes & this DJ from one of Singapore’s radio stations…. I had a GREAT day… till the bad news came…
I arrived home, unplugged my phone from the charger. Switched it on… only to get this weird msg….(I’ve deleted it, it’s too depressing….) It goes something like this:
Oreo passed away at 4pm today in front of Org Puteh’s house. Hit by car. Ate Dolly & Dad r burried her in the garden just now.
I mean…..how would u feel if u got this kind of msg?? I tot it was a joke… i told them not to fool me coz April Fool’s day was long gone but it was still April…
All they could say was: Mum says we’ll get another one from Aunty S.Y.
What would u respond?? Seriously….. Would u respond, "OK!" or "It better be a nicer one…"
This is what I replied: R u saying that Oreo doesn’t matter?? Can u get another one excatly like her???
It hurts doesn’t it, especially when people say it that way & if they didn’t even say sorry… i mean, u can’t just break the news like that. Seriously…… is this what u want to hear? that u’ll get a replacement?? for godness sake!!! All u all Pets Lovers out there!! How would u feel?? It just daym depressing…..!
This is the kind of closure u get??? I’d rather DIE! No one wants to know that their pet died while they were away & that they were not there to see them go. I bloody hell cried for 2 nights… Couldn’t sleep till I got closure… I had to msg my sis to ask her more… I couldn’t just hear the news & let it pass.
She told me Oreo was depressed & that she probably committed suicide.. When i heard, I wanted to do the same. I didn’t want to even talk to God. I was angry…. angry at the world for not understanding… angry at God for letting her go & angry at the Inconsiderae driver who hit & run….. I was daym angry…
(I can only type this now coz i’ve gained my composure & am no longer crying at the very mention on my dog….)
I had to cancel a study session with my cuz for this… & I had to remain busy minded to keep my mind off this matter. I didn’t sleep well for those 2 nights. I slept at 2 or 3 something that night I heard & the next night, I slept at 4am I think… that was indeed the first time I slept that early…..but I couldn’t sleep eventhough I was very tired…. I did a puzzle…. I bought it months back at a sale… It was a Shih Tzu… (Oreo’s half breed). It felt like, if I completed it, Oreo would come back. But while I was doing it, It gave me time to think things through… Maybe there was a reason OReo had to go…. but coz I couldn’t take the news, all I knew how to react was to cry…..
I switched off my phone for the whole Sunday. I didn’t want to talk to anyone or anyone try to contact me. I only wanted to sleep the whole day……….
I was depressed for that whole weekend. & It was a really long weekend…… I wanted to blog.. badly…!! but school wasn’t open & now here I am… blogging….. If I were blogging a few days earlier, I’d be cursing like mad but now… I’ve cursed so much in my diary, I dun wanna curse here anymore…..
I wanna contribute this blog to my Dear Friend, OREO…. She was a really smart dog…. she actually knew the difference between a guy & a metro… hehehe. Oh, & she loves metros…. Hehehe. Jk! She knew how to differentiate between a cute guy & an ugly guy that’s for sure….
She was indeed a great companion…. & I’ll miss her no matter what! I’ve lost a lot of pets in my life, but she was the most precious to me….
~Debbie~
P.S. I’ll post a pic of her when I get the chance to. Ciao!